e one w projs n mamet

i cant slp. so decide to blog. its 5am in e morng. hvnt been blogging. too bz w projects. both EVM n ETP. on fri, moi calld n said tt all e file in her thumbdrive is gone. thus we need to re-type n print. so met her at her aunt's crib at 5 i thk. til 7.30. we went to Pioneer Mall. hahaks. it was my first time der. n den went to moi's crib. we wrapped e gifts n rolled e feedback form tgthr w e program sheet. most of it was done. sooo hapi.

i sat at home e whole day on SATURDAY. believe it. i occupy my time tying our EVM goodies tgthr. effort la. well, it looks nice to me. n smone called to spoil my day. i called mamet to complain eventhou im stil not on talkg terms w him. i cried la. den i msgd him sayg tt i need him. he promised to meet aft he went out w his frens.

oh well wats new. he din. hais.. i was alrd at 7-11 actually. waitg for him to txt me. n den i calld him. w his mabok voice, he said he was stil at Esplanade n der wasnt any train or bus left. fucked up. i was reli angry but i try my best to b ok w it. i hang up n cry.

just now Fangels n Mel meet up. for ETP. we hv to present our Fondue Bar to mr tong on tues. so we met to do e slides tgthr. i had a good luff althou it wasnt e same. hais.. wateva laaa.. ETP is almost done. but im worried for our event. n i stil hv no idea wat to wear. nvm.

n yes i met mamet. in spite of how angry i was. i put it all away. wasnt tt being mature? i dno. we had fun laa at first. luff, luff n more luffs. but nthg last foreva ehs? he tried to carried me. den he say "asl berat nih? eeeeii.. binatang" how m i supposed to feel? i din want to spoil e moment so i ignored la. n den i said smthg la, i was bein sarcastic to him. n to thk he can repeat e binatang thg. fwahhh.. was it wrong for me to get angry? i kept quiet aft tt. no more jokes. nthg. we were like two separate pple, walkg. den i askd, "best? meet den mcm gni?" he ans, "u shd noe e ans to tt qn wat" n so i gav up. y shd i tok abt all tis thgs wen he cdnt gv a damn abt it? sheesh.

i dun wish to mention e last part. i walked home agn. alot of stuupid tots run thru my mind. he said he wasnt ready for a serious rltnshp. i wonder, arent we in one? or is tis just a fling? he likes e way thgs r rite now? well, i dun. hv been playg ur game all these while. i quit. i just cant take it anymo. ive always tot of tis; mayb if it was his ex, he'll treat her differently. well, im not her. she's perfect.

well hunns, mayb its game over for me n u.