e one with ja n ical

my jaja bing darla. n her babyy ical.

i like his face in tis pic. cute nk mampos.

tis pic isnt tdy. its in ja's hp. n its cute. taken during raya 06. babies in love. lols.

i cant slp. time check - 2:18 am. hais. ive been cryg. song currently playg - by imran ajmain. ghaibmu n seribu tahun. i want compromise n hanya menari. yana say im gg googoogaagaa over him. hahaks. mayb? his songs la actually. very nice. superb local talent. no doubts. i cant believe im praising him, reli. cos i hate his sudah tu sudah song. until i heard e remix he did at Singapura Live w Sleeq.

k, enuf abt tt. lets blog abt wat happ.

i met jaja bing. yeys. w ical. c photos above kays. went to her crib. waited for her to get ready. den to bp plaza. we ate at Mac. ical sooo cute la. very smart. hahaks.

i was supposed to hv fun w mamet. but shit happens eh? we quarrel. lets c. i was easily pissed just now. cos im sooo hungry. no energy. u noe wen ure hungry n u hv to mood to joke? my fault was tt i din tel him my situation. so evry joke he made, i took it to heart. while we were walkg to e bustop, he joked. i got angry n said i wanted to go home. (ouh yes, we planned to go bp plaza to meet a'an cuzzie n aj) i did mean it at first la. but he consoled n i was ok. n at e bustop agn, i joked abt wantg to go home. i smiled aft tt. 985 came, a bus which goes to cck. i let it passed n said to him i'll wait for him to go. actually, i wanted him to force me to go. like make me feel he wants to spend time w me n want me to b der arnd him 24/7. ummm.. ustd? but went 75 came, he asked, "balek kn?" i said yes n he walked off, boarded e bus n left me alone. sighs.

i wanted to ignore. but i was reli disappointed la. n so i msged.

me: cant believe u jln. hais.. thx.
he: eh, pls la. dun play dis game wif me. awk nk alek pe

me: kita aksen majok. wat game eh? alaa.. tkpela. tima kasih la byk2.
he: aksen? haha.. abe awk ingat kite tk majok uh? tetibe ckp nk alek.. sukehati k. kite siang2 da ckp, 'jom lepak mac.' wateva k ainee. i dunno wats wrong wif u.
me: y do u thk i din take e 985? papela syamiel. its just e way u treat me.nvmla. cant believe u did tt.
he: n u make sure alek eh.. u said so rite.
he: ye ok... its me! ok. remember, its me. tk cr. n u better go home.
me: y do u care. u left like tt. thx

he: ouu.. its like dat eh? we'll c k.. we'll c..
me: awak nk tau benda, i spend my last 10 bux to b der w u. tk kisah uh tk mkn. n yet i get tis frm u? i put u priority in evrythg uh syamiel.. yet im only an option. i had enuf la. e way e treat me. we'll c? ahh.. tgh uh nnt.
me: thk uh. kita nk balek cpat? my dads at home. tkpe uh. lepas satu, satu buat kita gni. kita mmg tkda prasan nya org. thx uh syamiel. ive seen how much u love me.
he: abe ape? ungkit? eh tlg la. i said wat? jgn naek cab. sukehati awk k. kite kt sini, tknk awk alek, n awk skg ckp mcm gini. kita tk UNDERSTAND awak!!!
me: ungkit? shows hw impt u r to me. papela. bye.
he: Ya Allah.. awk tu yg tk notice. tink la. y i even ask u cum my sch, siak.. eh, dahlah ainee. awk 20 tis yr, accept it. tink maturely la..

n den i stop msging him. just bfore tis, i left him a message at friendster. sighs.

da. im not done cryg.