the one when it sucks

everything's falling apart. nothing's the same anymore. & it has been only what, 2 months? ishk.

i should learn to not be kaypoh. i should just believe whatever im told. its okaybetter if its a lie. as long as i don't know the truth. because truth hurts.

argh! & all these emotional feelings adds up to 10 times more because i'm at that time of the month. PMS is stupid.

i want to talk a walk with Rauf Aqil. he'll get me through this.