e one with differences

can die? im b0red. dead b0red. 0ma n baba g0 h0neymo0n. kakyan t0 ind0n.. m0st of my frens w0rkg. amie? umm. dno la. im stil angry at him. (yes dear, im angry at u!) n i cant g0 out c0s i pr0mised 0ma i'll take care of acheek.

went out on fri. t0 viv0 w amie n his frens. i wanted t0 watch Cinderella. a k0rean gh0st st0ry. piee said it was scary. but didnt get t0 watch it c0s e sh0w starts at 2240 n we w0nt hv bus t0 g0 h0me. i was disapp0inted. veryy.. tried n0t t0 sh0w c0s its stuupid if i were t0 get angry over tt. s0 we just slack. we to0k 963 back. t0n at bpnjg. w him n aj. dey drank bar0n. n0 beers f0r me. i watched dem g0 crazeee. it was nice. i l0ve being ar0und him. kang den came. he br0ught al0ng nasi g0reng. yummy! n yes, i buey yana. s0ri. n den lied t0 her. s0ri babe. pr0mise t0 make up f0r it.

0n sat, we went out agn. tis time w my frens. i br0ught lydia al0ng. met m0i, fafa, lala, audi0, zul at millenia walk's starbucks. we planned t0 d0 e lay0ut f0r out biz sh0p. n s0me otha stufs abt our biz plan. n s0 we discussed. i cud c amie was b0red. n i din n0e wat t0 d0. i t0k t0 him, he played w lydia. im disapp0inted actuali. i can easily clicked w his frens, t0k n all. but its n0t e same w my frens.

so0n he said he wanted t0 g0 0ff. meet aj n kang at esplanade. i din want him t0 g0. i cudnt st0p him either. seri0usly, im in n0 p0siti0n t0 d0 tt. im n0t his gf. rite? s0 i kept shut n let him g0. n s0 he g0. i pretend tt im 0k w it. he walked off aft we ate. i returned t0 starbucks. we discussed a lil bit m0re. i g0t angrier wen he called m0i t0 say he wanted t0 g0 ecp. wat cud i say? 0r d0? he wanted t0 g0. all i did was b0re him. he left me.. al0ne.

aiyah.. til tdy, we din meet. he wanted t0. i dun. im stil angry. disapp0inted. like, h0w cud he. i reli want t0 gv up. but i cant. mayb c0s i l0ve him t0o much. but im insecure. i dn0 whr i stand. i dn0 wat t0 d0, wat t0 say t0 him. c0s i dn0 if i hv e rite t0 d0 all tt. aiyah. i dn0. i dn0. i dn0.

i shall just leave evrythg t0 fate f0r n0w. let nature take its c0urse.

pssst. i heart taufik batisah! n im missing kakyan, 0ma, baba n u amie.