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yea, it has been a mth. been bz w alotttt of thgs. oh, its e hols now. 2nd wk finishg & i stil hv a wk left. no im not workg. ive been helpg kakna w her hse. washg, paintg & all tt sort of thgs u noe. & now i hv neck cramps. sch frens is dearly missed by me. wateva happ on e meet-up at Sentosa & Escape. i sure miss their laughter. gurlfrens had been bz workg. hmph.

June was xceptionally wonderfuuul. maybe too wonderful tt i do not need to blog. fathers' day celebratn was simple. had dinner at Sakura at BPP. e food sux i tel u. hated it. coincidentally, hunns' family celebrated der too. no, we did not bumped into each otha. tt wud b a complete disaster. i hv pics.






meet up w yana babe was as always beneficial & superb. meet up to catch up & complain - as usual. hvnt heard from her in a veryyy longg time. just hope evrythg goes well on her side. i hv yet to meet up e rest of my gfs. both ja & lia cut their hair. to like my length! haha.

oh yes, oma & kakyan went to a 5days trip to Jakarta & left me alone. i had to tkcr of acheek & it was veryy irritatg. i had not enuf slp. i had to cook. i had to clean e hse. i emptied my laundry basket. my cupboard is now neat & tidy. ohh im so proud. yes. yes. & thx oma, it reli hit me how hard it had always been for u. im now a more discipline person. i hope to continue bein so.

in 20 days, kakna is gg to b married. im sooo happy for her. yes, she's stressed up as hell as we all r. &&, im stil not losing any weight. fatter infact. well, wat do i do? sit at home, snack, go out, snack. eat, eat, eat. im happy; i eat. *smiles* e berkat we ordered from Bimla arrived just now. 24 box of 50 glasses inside.

ive been meetg hunns as much as we can. but i stil miss him. evry sec im away frm him. i miss him badly. i do, & mean it. haish. fites, quarrels; tts normal rite? evry rltnshp has tt. but too many is not healthy. i dno. im just so bumped by e thgs he said smtimes. or mayb its me. it has always been me. e overly-sensitive gf. e one who seeks attention. if possible, evry sec. im just too demandg. pfft. i hate to admit wen im in e wrong. bein syamiel, he gvs in. yet i dno wat else i want. nthg is enuf for me. wat do i xpect sey? tk tau la.. just so u noe hunns, althou we had e bad times, i stil love u. no doubt abt tt.

so u c ive chgd my url. im just sad la. too sad. ive nv tot these pple wud stil affect my life. so u hate me. i shd b e one hating u guys. i shdnt even b blogging abt tis. but it hurts like stil alot wen i read it. ders no need to type it down & let evryone c. now e pple u once bitched abt becomes love & swt? bullshit sey! & to thk dey hate hypocrites & backstabbers? masyaAllah. dey hate themselves? im not tryg to bitch back abt dem but ive been keepg quiet abt it. y sey? y? Astaghfirullah. im just soo disturbed by all these.

& its kakda's bday ystd. mine wil be in 2 days. yippie! cant wait to celebrate it w e pple i love. family & hunns & my lovely gfs. i look fwd to presents & parties. hurr. hurr.

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY KAK HUDA!