e one with abg long

received a msg fr0m syafiq just n0w. he askd me wh0 "abg l0ng" is. i t0t ap0ng. haha. s0o funny. b4 i cud rply, he called askg me e same qn agn. i said i dn0. den he t0ld me tt tis abg l0ng wasnt hapi tt syafiq askd me al0ng t0 tis sun buka puasa thg. tis abg l0ng tk sebulu w me. i nv t0t la one of e BangBros actually hate me. its ker0l. was quite sh0ck la. didnt xpect. it hurts t0 n0e. sighs.

i c0mplained t0 obek. i feel guilty twds syafiq. bc0s of me, n0w he d0esnt want t0 g0. just bc0s wan t0ld him tt ker0l is gg t0 sc0ld him f0r askg me al0ng. like shit rite? fcuking disapp0inting la. i lo0k fwd t0 it. cant wait f0r sunday. n0w tis had t0 happen. feeQ c0ns0led me. thxx hun. i heartt my frens. kn0wing tt a pers0n d0esnt like me hurts.i dn0 wat i did tt make him n0t sebulu w me. eeeeeeeeeeee..! only Allah n0es h0w i feel.

eh fat busted! ure 20 alrd. wats w sebulu? gr0w up will u? u seems s0o nice yet.. aiyah. evry0ne is a 2 headed snake. act nice infr0nt of a pers0n yet at e same time bitch abt him/her behind their back. n ya, i dun lo0k fwd t0 seeing u tt day. i want t0 meet my frens. i miss dem. feeQ, obek, dan, anne, fadly.. n evry0ne else. wh0eva xcept u! blardy hell! im thking of HOF. e hse of fun. its n0t fun anym0. i used t0 b e babyy of e gr0up. pampered n all. sadly n0t anym0! i miss my sec0ndary sch life!

im hurt. reli2 hurt. =...((

Buka Puasa!

0n tues went t0 w0rk at furama back. dey chg management. tts y i can c0me back. n im sure tt im gg t0 c0me f0r all e bo0kings c0s ders n0 one t0 st0p me n0w. haha. start c0llecting $$ agn. den i can buy my N73. hah. i start at 1500 tdy. till 2300. dun wish t0 state wat happen at w0rk c0s it sux! but i like e m0ney th0u. haha.

nx w0rking day is thurs, fri n sat. lucky sun i nv w0rk. heard e BangBros wanted t0 gather. f0r buka. yey! it has been smtime. im sure tagging al0ng! been planning t0 meet up my clmt gurls f0r buka als0. but den all our time clash. alm0st evry0ne w0rkg. s0 i decide tt only efa, m0i, lala and me meet up. if e rest wants t0 j0in, e better.

gg t0 causeway p0int ltr. sending my N7610 f0r repair. it has been sick f0r quite awhile. LAME.

i dig meet ups f0r buka! e spirit of puasa. =)) cant waitt!

kamp0ng glam

met dem at arnd 1815 at bangkit lrt. den to0k 960 der. i was stil in e bus wen its magrib time. r0s passed me s0me of lyd's biscuits. n yah, tt sto0pid bus driver. wahlauu.. i pressed e bell. yet he did n0t open e do0r. very pissed off.

ate at t0ng seng. saw kakyan w s0phia der. 0rdered my usual fried fish s0up w rice. w l0ts of cili padi. yummy! it has been smtime since i last ate tt. all 4 of us ordered e same thg. n lyd cdnt keep quiet. sh0ut n sh0ut. eat n eat. tts all she n0e. 0h yesh. taught her a new w0rd. cat. haha.

den t0 e suria raya karnival thg. beside raffles h0sp der. nthg much ah. we tasted kuehs. n0ice! i l0ike. 3 f0r 50 bux. lia said it was t0o early t0 buy, i agree. den we walked t0 kamp0ng glam. we actually dn0 whr it is la. n0ne 0f us knew. anyh0w walk. saw c0uple of bo0ths. but n0t one was set up up yet. we walked back t0 bugis juncti0n. saw indah. she w0rkg at blu jaz cafe n0w. haha. i miss w0rkg der. rite! at bugis juncti0n, saw rahman's m0m n sis, kak yati. went up t0 dem, say hi, t0k abit n walk away. singtel sh0p was cl0sed s0 ja had t0 buy her hp an0ther day.

we sat d0wn f0r awhile. r0s wanted t0 gv lyd her milk. she was s0o playful la. play here, play der. but it was entertaining t0 watch. we were exhausted n n0 one n0e whr t0 g0. suddenly tis guy came, he was high. e way he t0ks n evrythg. e scene was very funny. haha. lia intr0duced herself as pet0m. aft much t0king, e guy said my face was familiar. den he menti0ned aerul name. he said his name was zam. ah ha! lia recalled. we once went t0 his hse. w aerul.. such a small w0rld.

walked t0 burger king. r0s had t0 wash lyd's b0ttle. den r0s wanted t0 g0 h0me. c0s she was tired. lyd was cryg n wants t0 slp. lia on e otha hand had t0 wait f0r aepul t0 pick her up fr0m bugis. tt was arnd 2230. an0ther half an hr b4 aepul finish w0rk. ja n i pitied r0s but at e same time wanted t0 acc0mpany lia. s0 we just sat der n did nthg. r0s g0t angry n sh0w us her sto0pid face. very childish attitude ah. lia didnt mind n asked us t0 g0 ahead.

s0 i asked r0s t0 c e bus. if it c0mes, we'll b0ard it. meanwhile, i went it t0 burger king n ordered mushro0m swiss d0uble. yummy!! r0s pulled a l0ngg face all e way h0me. s0o irritating ah. its n0t our fault. i n ja bitch abt her. den i received all e em0 msgs fr0m her. xpected ah. she wants t0 b away fr0m us la. s0o childish rite? aiyerr.. i n0e she cant bear t0 leave. just gv her few hrs. haha. we all l0ve each 0tha. n0 one can leave!

0uh yea, rahman msg me just n0w. n n0w we're h0gging on e f0n. its nice catching up old times w him. he is stil such a nice guy. s0o hapi t0 c0ntact him back. he said he'll ask me out one day. s0 i'll just wait.

in a few hrs time, evry muslim will wake up. (if acc0rding t0 sp0re time tt is). t0 fast. ramadhan is here. so0n it'll b syawal. cant wait f0r raya!!

z0uk n cube

lucky ystd wasnt as shitty as tt time. i met apek at 1800 at marsiling. went t0 suntec city mall. watching m0vie der. we had a l0ng walk t0 e cinema. der wasnt any nice sh0w. m0st 0f dem we watched it alrd. s0 we picked any sh0w tts appealing t0 us. n apek ch0se The Pulse. haha. m0vie critic? hurmph.. 6.5 0ut 0f 10? e gh0st was scary. it has al0tt 0f sh0cking scene whr i sh0uted m0st 0f e time. but i dun like e ending. e m0vie ends at 2105. apek wanted t0 meet adek, his br0ther at taka. dey b0ught chivas. s0o i tag al0ng. meeting efa der also. n my darlas were in t0wn. r0s, lia, ja n aepul. dey tagging al0ng t0 z0uk xcept f0r r0s. she cant c0me c0s kin w0nt let her. i had 3 neat cups 0f chivas. den we went 0ff. leaving apek w his br0 n frens.

met efa n audi0 at liat t0wers. audi0 dr0ve tt day. rch z0uk. we went in first xcept f0r audi0. he g0t privillege. his fren is a VIP der n he gets in f0r free. hmphh. went straight t0 phuture. my darlas d0esnt like z0uk. sto0pid. at first it was 0k. but e s0ngs sux! n wen e s0ng is 0k, it gets cr0wded. n we can barely m0ve! efa n audi0 left early. arnd 0200. e rest 0f us was b0red n headed t0 cube.

yey! my first time der. ja paid f0r aepul. entry f0r ladies was free n free fl0w 0f drinks. neat.. haha. but shit la.. n0 cr0wd at all. seri0usly, der wasnt any0ne dancing. all just lingered arnd tables. as always, i asked f0r v0dka raspberry. shit. it tasted like plain water w gas. den i chged it t0 burbu0n. al0ttt betta. wasnt tt tipsy c0s its n0t str0ng. cube ends at 0500. e funny thg was, wen it was abt t0 cl0se, it was getting cr0wder. s0o we dance till e last s0ng. f0rg0t t0 menti0n tt we saw yura at cube. yanie gr was der t0o. such a small w0rld. den we head h0me. ja n i shared cab. lia n aepul waited f0r e midnite charge t0 end. i had a great time. it wud b better if r0s was der.. i heart her!

Civil Defence

w0ke up at 7 t0day. hv t0 send piee t0 Jalan Bahar Camp. sighs. it was just like ystd we were at emba's hse playing tgthr. w adek. will miss his c0mpany. reli cant believe he's gg t0 serve e c0untry. k, feeling very em0 n0w. to0k taxi der. 0ma, me, adek n piee. cik malek met us der. we t0ur arnd e camp. quite bigg ah. e scary thg was, e plc is s0o s0o near e cemetry. eeeeww.. h0w did dey c0pe sey? we had e chance t0 get int0 e bunk. n fr0m e wind0w, we can c e cemetry. h0w dey slp? 0ma did remind piee t0 pick e center bed. s0 he'll feel safe. den we witness e 0ath-taking ceremony. didnt get t0 c piee w b0tak hair. den we had e few last mins whr we get t0 c dem bef0re dey asked us t0 leave. i hugged piee. like, nv bef0re. but wth. i l0ve him. as a cuzzie. best 0ne ever! n s0 we head h0me. i f0ll0wed 0ma t0 fajar c0s we wanted t0 buy buttcheek's basket. but dey left w 0nly e small size. den t0 GR mall c0s b0th 0f us were hungry. we den head h0me. n here i m bl0gging.

0uh yes. saw HIM. but he acted as if he nv knew me. i reli dn0 wat i did tt makes him hate me s0o much. he wants t0 ign0re me nvm la. but 0ma? like shit rite? 0ma was xpecting he came t0 her n shake hand 0r wat. yet he.. s0 rude. yet i wish him all e best. =)) im a nice gurl. hahakz.

i had FUN

i s0o lurvee ystd! hahaha. getting drunk w my babes. n hard r0cking w efa.

i b0ught abs0lut v0dka. which c0st 35 bux. a small b0ttle. c0s 0nly 4 0f us were drinking. we chill at Esplanade. me, efa, m0i n lala. we g0t crazeeeeeeeeee.. reli2 crazee. haha.. lala had t0 g0 0ff c0s naz wanted t0 bring her smwhr.

me n efa ltr went 0ff t0 hard r0ck. leaving m0i w her c0usins. alan n iqa. to0k bus 75 t0 t0wn. s0o c0nfident yet it was e wr0ng bus. we dr0p 0ff smwhr near 0ne Fullert0n. den to0k cab t0 Wisma. meeting efa's gfs at Lido. meet my new frens -- nana, nini, kecik. i f0rg0t e 0tha 2 names..

at arnd 11 plus, we walk twrds HRC. wakaka.. 1st i saw Ja. den efa saw her sis n qadir. we went in n 0ut 0f HRC a c0uple 0f times. wen i was abt t0 bo0gey, Ja said she saw p0h hua. s0 i pulled him t0 say hi. n he said "abg kau kat sana tau. nk mas0k." i was scared. reli scared. i sat d0wn. efa n kecik c0vered me. hahah.. den i saw marcus, apek. dey wanted t0 tell ap0ng f0r me. but i was scared. he might ask me t0 leave. i saw d0wn f0r abt 1/2 an hr. aft which i cann0t take it. i just g0 t0 e dancefl0or n dance. n finally, smh0w, he saw me. n reacted as if he was angry. den marcus was like "need n0t b scared la. i t0k t0 him f0r u k?" my br0thers. h0w i l0ve dem. haha. aft smtime, ap0ng asked "amcm kau b0le kat sini pulak?" e rest was like, "aiy0h.. balek kena rembat" like siakk.

it was e last hr. efa pulled me t0 e dancefl0or. n s0 we b0ogey. haha. i nj0yed myself. n e way marcus dance. aiy0y0.. s0o cute! hahah. n ap0ng dance t0o. 1st time i saw him dance. haha. i n efa sure had a great time! i n0e i did.

efa!! nx wk M0S k? u f0ll0w me tis time!