e one with e ex

we went t0 mcd f0r luch ystd. hee.. w m0i, fafa, mel, nisah, fadh, hafiz n dinesh.. as always, mel kec0hs. dread e last peri0d. den head h0me. to0k cab w mel. she paid. nvm, nx time, i pay.

amie msg. ask if i wanted t0 meet him. we hv been meetg on alternate days. met him at causeway. im late as usual. he w0re shirt, jeans n sh0es. simple n nice. n his hair n0t gel up. we walked arnd. den sit at civic ctr. til arnd 2215. ouh yea, der he menti0ned al0t of thgs abt his ex. he miss all e times he spent w her. it hurts t0 hear tt la. but ders nthg i can d0. i listened at 1st. asked him t0 st0p ltr. cann0t tahan.

i sent him h0me. den he gav me a hug. i dn0 y, i went h0me cryg. i walked til bpnjg plaza. den i to0k cab h0me. went h0me n cry myself t0 slp. didnt h0g on e f0n. t0o tired.

k, enuf abt ystd. missed ETP n BCM just n0w. having my menses. tis cramps is killing me! feel like my kidney is gg t0 burst anytime. haha. s0o sickening. but i did went f0r EVM. only t0 surf e net n update bl0g. haha.

amie didnt msg e wh0le day. waitg n waitg. sighs. mayb my absence d0esnt matter t0 him. its e same w/0 me in his life. eurghhh.. *sh0uts!!!*

catchg step up w Ja ltr. yippie! 0uh yes, yes. we shall st0p sm0kg in sch f0r awhile n0w. didnt want tdys incident t0 repeat. haha. let tis b a less0n learnt. yea babes? heartt u all la!

e one with efanainee's first movie

went to sch as usual tdy. watched e covenant (agn) w my babes. n their babies.. hee.. fafa n audi0 went tgthr. moi n amir t0o. i went al0ne. b0oh0o. i didnt wanna g0 at 1st. but i pr0mised. amie cdnt tag al0ng bc0s he had t0 dye his hair. stuupid rsn. i to0k cab t0 cine. m0vie started at 1745. amir was shivering. he was drenched. s0o kesian. i sat in e center. i stil did nj0y e m0vie veryy much c0s of e cute guys. *dr0ol*

amie met me ltr on. g0t s0me pr0bs at h0me. n yes agn. i hate his fashi0n sense. prefer him in polos n bermudas. s0o cute. m0i br0ught al0ng her camera. so we snap. snap. snap. hahaha.. amie didnt want t0 take. guundu. we den went our separate ways. me n amie t0 viv0 ct. m0i n amir meet lala n zul. dey gg jrg hillt0p. fafa n audi0 walked arnd t0wn.

met aj der. he br0ught al0ng his fren - nina. der was tis Esprit fashi0n sh0w. n ders l0ts of balls. like fl0ating balls. hahah. amie g0t one f0r me. s0o nice. nina played al0ne. i didnt even leave my seat. t0o lazy. ass s0o heavy. hahaha. amie j0ined her. aj was talkg t0 sm0ne on his hp.

amie g0t hungry. s0 we went t0 alif at b.bat0k. i ordered macar0ni s0up. nice! den off t0 Gui Lin. e plc is s0o scary.. diff kind of s0und we heard. tt was arnd 0300. we den went t0 c0mmunity center der. lepak der. pathetic. n0whr else t0 g0. der - our 1st kiss. l0ls. he has s0ft lips. i l0ike.

we went off arnd 0700? i f0rg0t. we to0k cab h0me. dr0p him off 1st. went h0me tired. lucky baba nv nag much. wash up n zZzZz..

0uh! 0uh! i f0rg0t. efanainee b0ught F0X sweats. we l0oikee!! f0xxy ladies. hahaha. LAME.

e one with opening up

it has been alm0st a mth since i last update. t0o bz w dno wat. im hapi. s0o hapi. i l0ve my life n0w. ever since amie entered my life. g0sh. i wdnt trade tis hapines f0r anythg else. its t0o preci0us t0 l0se.

k pple, his name is syamiel. ive t0ld my dear fren abt it. im s0o stupid. t0o afraid. she's ok w it. thx babe f0r e supp0rt..

but i dun thk i ever wanna get int0 a rltnshp. its t0o risky. its nice t0 b in one. but hurts al0tt wen ure out of it. our frenshp will remain like tis. ive learnt al0tt fr0m my past xperience. n sm0ne t0ld me tt i fall in l0ve easily. issit? nn tt sm0ne actually read my bl0g! huahuahua.. nv xpect l0rr..

al0t of thgs gg thru my head n0w. pr0jects n assignments has taken over my life. h0w will i ever c0pe. but i h0pe t0 d0 my best. just h0pe evrythg g0es sm0othly tis term. i reli need t0 buck up. on evry aspect. currently w0rkg on my attendence. damn its bad. hahah. f0r sure im gg t0 receive e 2nd letter. shites.

i hv a new fren. amirul hakim is e name. g0sh. i l0ve his name!! im gg t0 name my 1st s0n tt. i like him t0o. hahah. m0i must b mad if she reads tis. m0i..! dun let g0 of tis one. seri0us. he's s0o nice! yea, we'll supp0rt u all e way. n0 m0re old st0ry. f0rget e past. start a new chapter in ur life. we'll always b here if u need us. tts a pr0mise, fren. i heartt u l0ads. just want u t0 b hapi.

i wish t0 spend my evryday w amie. but tt will only make me like him m0re. n i dun want tt t0 happ. i hv gr0wn attached t0 his smell. hahah. its nice ok! met him ystd. just sit arnd at bpnjg. met r0s aft tt. w my suga² lydia. tt blardy cute kid. n yea, i l0ve his hair n0t gel up. n his eyes. ahhh.. *melts*

lets review e m0vies ive watched w him.
.stay alive
.the c0venant
.flushed away
(mayb e c0venant agn tmr. w efa n moi. c0s dey thk i hvnt seen it yet.)

places we've been t0 tgthr
1st date - t0wn.
2nd - bugis den vivo ct. (his 1st time der w me! n aj, kang, acit)
3rd - causeway p0int.
4th - vivo ct agn.
5th - bpnjg.

n ystd, bef0re he g0es t0 slp, he msg me. dn0 y but im s0o hapi.

ainee. ainee. i cr0ss al0t of hurdles gg thru tis frenshp. 2 m0re left. my dear cuzzie. n gg int0 a rltnshp. sighs. all i want in life is hapines. i h0pe tis is it. =))