e one w frens

for Hajar, Lya, Liyana & also Rose.
*smiles*

e one w nothg

sch was short tdy. started at 10 & ended at 1. nthg much happ in sch to share xcept for e past few days, smone has been ultimately irritating. i dno y. & i dun want it to bother me. cos i no longer care. =))

now in hunns' sch. he's slpg while im blogging. accompany him study. i too m supposed to b studyg. but lazeee cans? i bought alottt of thg at NP's co-op. almond roca, dried guava, choco mints & some othas. seat, munch, blog. not surprised tt im growg fatter. lols.


thgs hasnt been e best btwn me & hunns also. no, not tt we no longer love each otha nor do we quarrel. suprisingly, parents. i nv tot parents wud b e cause to break us up. sad, but wat to do? but we'll fight for our love. yea hunns?

im supposed to b workg tdy. but i nv go. nvm, tmr can go. last sun also nv go. but it was all worth it. cos i met hunns! & we watched Pirates of e Carribean. shiok-nenehs! i want to watch shrek3 tdy cans? ouh! ouh! frustating part was, TONG SENG tutop! saketttt hati. den we went to vivo cause bugis nya cinema sux! pffft.

i love my muhd syamiel. *hugs & kisses*

HAPPY VESAK DAY pple. njoy ur holidays!

e one w WOK

for those who dno. WOK means blow-job or dick-sucking in e minahs & mats term now. i guess.. its e hot topic for today. & apparently i was labeled e xpert by bika. wth! it all began w yanto. he has tis recordg. btwn a bapok & a straight guy. its so eeeewww!

& all e thgs we did in sch tdy smhow leads to WOK. evrythg lil' thg also, WOK. its funny la. & i njoyd sch tdy thankiu veryy much. haha. tts all i want to blog.

meetg hunns soon. hv to go get ready. bye!

e one w too manyy

ahhh.. i got e mood to blog. at last. i attented sch for less than an hr. mcm siak. i woke up late. at least i come kn. den sally called. she said mrs yeo wanted to meet baba on nx Mon. hais.. stress. i hvnt informed dem. how eh? tis wil only add fuel to e fire.

i met hunns tdy. we went to causeway pt. i was at Banquet, some kid shouted. "kak ani..!" hahas. i turned to c maisarah, cik leha & pak b. my lil' cous, aunt & uncle. from my mother's side. lucky! & den we went to civic centre library. hunns had to do his proj. & i read my TPS book. hahas. && i did e survey for POM's proj. i got bored & i took loads of pics. hahas. well, ainee sey. wat do u xpect kn.


& den on sun, last wk, aft sooo manyy days, we met & went to Lot 1. i helped oma cooked tt day. went Lot 1, both ate yong tau foo. den watch movie, Next. i wont say it veryyyy good. but nice enuf. haha. dno ehs. go watch la. den u noe. & den hunns took tis pic. its funny ok.


den on last Sat, i went to GreenRidge's FunFiesta. w zaki & hanif. it was soo nice meetg e teachers, old frens, my juniors. & its nice how i din hv to fork out a single cent cos zaki paid for almost evrythg. stuupid y dey hv to use coupon. duit kn lg senang. we walked arnd e sch. hahas. its fun ekh! & i recalled back wen it was my time. we had a similar thg & it was racial harmony day. lya, hajar, ros, myself & some othas performed dikir. each clas set up stalls. aiyer.. reminiscing. suuuch wonderfuuuul memories.


at abt 4.30 i went off to work. at goodwood. w fifi gf & some otha furama ex workers. it was tiring yet e money is good. lols. & coincidentally. wan, an x-gr also, he worked der but stewarding. such small world. tis wkend workg agn. fri, sat, sun. nvm, occupy my time.

**hunns, i'll b der wen u need me ok. i'll try to b gf u want me to b ok. anythg to make our rltnshp betta, to make u happier & to make me a betta person. i wont menyampok, wont menjawab ok. & as for now, u concerntrate on ur exams ok. we'll go yippledoo aft tt. i'll try to help in any way i can. u too b der for me ok. cos, rite now, i need u e most. u noe wat i mean. & i cant wait for fri nite! lols. *bigg hugg*

e one w feelings

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so sad & blardy mad!!!!!!

sorry la tt im jealous.
sorry i asked.
sorry im insecure.

too much ke tuu suma?
i hv feelings laaa ok!
jealous tk kena tmpt?
abe ape..? kena stop e feelings?
da nk rasa jealous nk buat mcm mana kn!

pkir la. pkir!

arghhh apape la sia.
i wont hv tis stuuupid feelings inside me anymo ok.
im sorry la, im a human.
cant stop feeling tis way.

LANTAK KAU LA.

e one w so many days

last thurs was sweet & full of anger. haha. met yana babe. we talkd, we caught up. we had fun kn babe! we were too bz talkg tt we forgot to take pics. hmph. &&, hunns din join. he had his reasons. disappointd but.. nyeahs. &&, i got to meet yan! yana babe's 3yrs bf. he was superrrr superrr nice. friendlier i must say. cos he din gv me a gd first impression & wasnt e kind to talk muchh. now, he's diff i must say. we will meet up agn. w hunns tis time. ouh yes.. yan said tis, "how i wish i cud meet him" HIM is referring to hunns. sooo pleasant to hear tt!

i din go to sch on last fri. i went to cck's poly & took mc. i walked arnd teck whye pasar der. den i went it e MacD der & saw an old fren. Din. i cdnt recognize him at first. sooo diff laa. & den met hunns aft he finishd sch. we went to Sun Plaza & watchd Spiderman3. i loike. i loike. & i cried too. hahas. we had an njoyable nite. eh ahbee? playg poker bwh blk mana ntah. we wanted to play strip poker kind u noe. so we hv to gv up our own shoes if we lose. ustd? nyeahs. anws, i hv pics!

i just bought e white shoes. i loike.

sat to granny's crib at west coast to celebrate mothers' day. funny how my oma wasnt arnd. oma went to melaka. so i went w baba, kakda & kakyan. funny laa e lil' cousins & kak sufi. we tried to do e frenshp dance. but none of us noe how to. i had a great luff but at e same time some makciks r sooo sickening. dun wanna go into details. arnd 8plus kakyan & myself went off leavg kakda & baba. take cab go town. i den met hunns.


i sat at home e whole day tdy. studyg for POM progress test. no i did not celebrate mothers' day. dno y also.. im now waitg for hunns to call & hv our late nite cnvrsatn.

to yana babe - pls b strong. Allah syg org yg penyabar. i noe its diff for u. hv faith & insyaAllah luck wil b on ur side. i shall pray e best-est for u ok. && promise to b here wen u need me. && puhleaseeee meet up soon. w yan & hunns ok.

to syamiel dearie - i noe i made a mistake. a huge mistake. not anyone can forgive wat ive done. u hv been sooooo patient, sooooo ustdg w me yet i disappoint u like tt. i broke ur heart. i noe wat i did was cruel. i noe im not perfect but pls dun leave me? i noe my mistake. im sorry, i realise wat i did was wrong & assure u tt i wont to it agn. i promise u hunns. i wil earn back e trust. i'll do anythg it takes to make tis rltnshp betta. i love u.

e one w floorball

ok, so Monday's S&W, we played floorball rite? initially, my grp consist of me, ika, diana & ira. wanee, wanie & munirah in another grp. i wanted to leave early so i told wanee's grp "aiyah.. korg chicken uh." & she rplied, "yelah.. aku tau la aku keja KFC" funny or wat? siak uh ko wanee. nyeahs. wth, we chg. so we compete w bika's grp. we is me, munirah, ira & wanee. while e rest r bz playg, wanee diri sahaje jaga goalpost. senang eh position kau. *scoffs*

hahas. funny la eh ingt2 balek. esp for u la bebeh. aku sukerrrr sgt pijak kasot kau. *smiles bigggg* & my leg is stil soooo painful la frm e jog & e fall.

k enuf. gotta get ready. meetg hunns & yana babe at town. got some catchg up to do yea. i'm gg to hv fuuuun. yeyness!

e one w too many thgs

i din mention fishing w hunns on Sat. njoyd e wind, e sea, e grey clouds at ECP. saw dan, feeq, farida, elly & mira ltr tt evening. nyeahs e 5As organised a pit & i din attend. so semangat laa ok. bought prawns & all! hahas. i njoyd my Saturdays w u. *smiles bigg*


its 2.50am rite now. i cant slp. alottt of thgs gg thru my mind. sch, frens & beloved hunns. hais.. anws, thx yanto for e late nite chat. i will try to go to sch regularly. i hv to else he'll stuff choco mints in my nose, tie me to a tree full of ants & put his smelly socks into my mouth. (kira mcm fear factor uh gtu! kn yanto!)


i njoyd lot 1-ing w kakyan. ate LJS, but it taste weird due to my sore throat, i gues. && i din order coleslaw. damn! its not complete w/o it. missed half of anugerah. & den watchd an indonesian ghost story - hantu jeruk purut. piee cuzzie & a fren said it was scary. not for me. (kerekk eh. tiba2 timbul kang!) hahas.

i stil cant slp laaaa..! i want to do smthg stuupid. it has been a longgg time u noe. *winks*

ps: any idea how i cant throw up my phlegm w/o taking medicine? its killing me!! NOT.

e one w nothing

din go to sch tdy. AGN! but ystd sch was fun. for S&W. e run wasnt fun. cos it was hot! & tiring of course. but nyeah. SBSL rawks! all of us finishd runng bfore 12 mins & we all belong to e cheetah grp. yea, cheesy. hahas. & den we playd floorball. soooo nice. my team won! i scored 2 goals. yes laa..! im proud ok. & my leg stil hurts cos i fell wen i scored e 2nd goal. i feel like a sport woman. hahas.

& den i met hunns at. he din go sch & he needed to take MC. dun ask me y but we went to e polyclinic at commonwealth. a'an cuzzie tag along. sooo bedek la. he entered e room. & in less than 5mins, he was out w MC & e med chit. he said he got diarrhoea. bet e doc nk balek cpat, mls nk entertain & played along. lols.

den a'an cuzzie went home. hunns & i went to e lib der. plan nk blaja. oh wth. we surf e net. tgk horoscope, gmbr2 hantu & watchd frens. best! & as always, i snap. snap. snap. soon, we head home. cos hunns promised oma we'll b home bfore 9.

i wanna bath now. nk solat den go lot 1 w kakyan. mayb jog for awhile? i reli wanna lose weight bfore july. so i look beauuutiful on my bday & on kakna's wedding day. i wanna wear baju kebaya!!! & hunns, i can do it ok! da, bye!