e one w so many days

last thurs was sweet & full of anger. haha. met yana babe. we talkd, we caught up. we had fun kn babe! we were too bz talkg tt we forgot to take pics. hmph. &&, hunns din join. he had his reasons. disappointd but.. nyeahs. &&, i got to meet yan! yana babe's 3yrs bf. he was superrrr superrr nice. friendlier i must say. cos he din gv me a gd first impression & wasnt e kind to talk muchh. now, he's diff i must say. we will meet up agn. w hunns tis time. ouh yes.. yan said tis, "how i wish i cud meet him" HIM is referring to hunns. sooo pleasant to hear tt!

i din go to sch on last fri. i went to cck's poly & took mc. i walked arnd teck whye pasar der. den i went it e MacD der & saw an old fren. Din. i cdnt recognize him at first. sooo diff laa. & den met hunns aft he finishd sch. we went to Sun Plaza & watchd Spiderman3. i loike. i loike. & i cried too. hahas. we had an njoyable nite. eh ahbee? playg poker bwh blk mana ntah. we wanted to play strip poker kind u noe. so we hv to gv up our own shoes if we lose. ustd? nyeahs. anws, i hv pics!

i just bought e white shoes. i loike.

sat to granny's crib at west coast to celebrate mothers' day. funny how my oma wasnt arnd. oma went to melaka. so i went w baba, kakda & kakyan. funny laa e lil' cousins & kak sufi. we tried to do e frenshp dance. but none of us noe how to. i had a great luff but at e same time some makciks r sooo sickening. dun wanna go into details. arnd 8plus kakyan & myself went off leavg kakda & baba. take cab go town. i den met hunns.


i sat at home e whole day tdy. studyg for POM progress test. no i did not celebrate mothers' day. dno y also.. im now waitg for hunns to call & hv our late nite cnvrsatn.

to yana babe - pls b strong. Allah syg org yg penyabar. i noe its diff for u. hv faith & insyaAllah luck wil b on ur side. i shall pray e best-est for u ok. && promise to b here wen u need me. && puhleaseeee meet up soon. w yan & hunns ok.

to syamiel dearie - i noe i made a mistake. a huge mistake. not anyone can forgive wat ive done. u hv been sooooo patient, sooooo ustdg w me yet i disappoint u like tt. i broke ur heart. i noe wat i did was cruel. i noe im not perfect but pls dun leave me? i noe my mistake. im sorry, i realise wat i did was wrong & assure u tt i wont to it agn. i promise u hunns. i wil earn back e trust. i'll do anythg it takes to make tis rltnshp betta. i love u.

e one w smokg

im supposed to b slpg i noe. sch starts at 9 tmr. anws, meli belli may b comg to sch tmr. lookg fwd to meet her. so, 2nd day of sch was fun. 2hrs of lesson & more luffs w hafiz pak-eh & fadh hubby! went home & zZzZz.. blardy ngantok.

i was feelg kinda low tdy. i dno y. i msgd hunns but he din rply. klua sch, col him den mengamok. i shd ustd actually tt he's bz w sch. but he was being so sweeet. he msgd me nicely, persuade me to go home & den meet up in e evening aft he finish sch. was supposed to meet kakyan but i postponed it to thurs. hee..

one stuuuupid thg hunns did -- he put e lightd cigarette on his hand. it was burnt la. y? bcos i start smokg agn. he's angry cos we made e deal. his way of helpg me stop is by scarrg his hand whenever i smoke. i shd go aaaww la but seeing him in pain is not wat i want. i cried alot just now. seriously, no guy had ever done tt for me.

so i promised agn tt i wont smoke. nvmla.. rather quit smokg den seeing boyfie like tt. anws, look fwd to spendg e Sat w hunns. we hv e whole day planned alrd. yaybedaabedoo!! im sooo gonna hv fun! gdnite!

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